Thinking Out Loud..

I really miss him but I know that I have to keep my distance in order for me to get him out of my system 100%.. I honestly don't want to. I just wish that he comes back around and make everything better but a strong part of me believes that's just my fantasy. I want to call and text him all the time but I rather save myself the disappointment because he don't answer or reply. Why can't he just be a man and see that I'm everything he fuckin need. This shit is irritating..