Sunday, April 12, 2015

Part 1

I was horny as fuck this one night I was drinking with my cousins at a family function we put together late around 10pm.
I could not stop thinking about my homie Marr and the way he penetrate my juicy pussy with his thick long shaft.. My panties was getting wetter and wetter just thinking about all of his nine inches inside of me. 
So I texted the motherfucker and told him how horny I was and he told for my pretty ass to be ready in ten minutes. 
I was so happy, getting ready for him in the mirror.."yeah daddy, I know you miss this pussy!" Poking my fat ass butt out.
I was looking good and feeling better with those couple shots of E&J in my system. When he texted me that he was outside..girl! It felt like the butterflies in my stomach came alive and was going to burst right out of me!

Thursday, March 26, 2015

Thinking Out Loud..

I really miss him but I know that I have to keep my distance in order for me to get him out of my system 100%.. I honestly don't want to. I just wish that he comes back around and make everything better but a strong part of me believes that's just my fantasy. I want to call and text him all the time but I rather save myself the disappointment because he don't answer or reply. Why can't he just be a man and see that I'm everything he fuckin need. This shit is irritating.. 

Friday, March 20, 2015

Be Stingy w/ The Kitty

As a woman I have grown to be stingy with my time & the kitty. I feel that everyone is NOT deserving of having me or my precious time. I choose who gets it and who don't and trust, it's not that many that do! In my opinion, once a woman get the mindset that she IS royalty.. rare.. and just THAT BITCH.. She will no longer be available to just anybody and will have less to none situations with a guy that's basically a bum. Normally I practice abstinence because I know that God has someone that he is preparing just for me.. So until then, I will not play myself and waste my time with anything or anybody.
                                       - Love Leah 

Body Image & Self Acceptance

When I was a little younger I always struggled with body image and the way I thought I should look. It took me a long time to embrace and love everything about my body with the help of my mom & the love of God. Having a little butt, big boobs, and a lil baby gut..Ohhh nooo I could not take it OK!๐Ÿ˜ฉ but I overcame my imperfections by letting go of what other girls looked like and my "idea" of how a woman should be shaped & fully accept every inch of me was the best love I ever felt๐Ÿ’• For me, it's not about the makeup or designers that I wear... It's all about my confidence and I wear that pretty well if you ask me๐Ÿ˜ 

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Staying focused and maintaining a good GPA in college

Even though I'm only a freshmen in college, I have experienced a lot at Hampton University during my fall and spring semester. Currently I am maintaining a 3.5 GPA and I am on the Deans list. Of course it's not easy but it's something that needs to be done.  If you are in school for the right reasons, keeping up with your grades shouldn't be difficult. Maintaining my grades took a lot of discipline, time management and organization. 

The ways I disciplined myself was by studying during those nights I wanted to go to the party with my friends. There were times I had to put my phone down because I was what my friends called me, a "twitter fiend." I use to be that girl always on twitter every minute of the day, just because, (I had no life pretty much LOL). I spent hours in the library staying focused on my assignments for all of my classes until they were completed. When I finally made up in my mind that I wanted to better my GPA, I had to straighten my priorities and plan out a strategy that best worked for me. That strategy was simply to complete my assignments before I indulged in what I wanted to do. Now my needs come first. A real woman handle her business first and then go play. 

In my opinion, time management is the main key to success. If you can not control when and when not you will do something, how would you expect to get the results you want. This applys to anything in life. I had to get in the routine of doing things at a certain time. As soon as I got an assignment I would do it. I try not to wait until the day before or day of to finish my school work. I even had to take time out of my day to visit my professors and academic councilor during their office hours so that way they could get to know me a little better and to just set myself apart from my other classmates. 

When it comes to keeping up with my life and anything I want to accomplish, I will always need a daily planner. Daily planners, journals, my reminders & notes on my phone and a calendar are great essentials to staying organized. In college your life can get scrambled if you don't have anything to help you rember important events and when your assignments are due. One thing to help get your life organized is by making a color coordinated schedule. This may help especially for the visual learners like myself. You write down on a piece of paper what it is your going to do in time order. Then highlight each thing in a different color highlighter (or just write down everything in a different color gel pen). The colors help you remember what classes and or certain things you have to do on a particular day (it helps me). Staying on top of your college life can be fun and enjoyable when you discipline yourself, manage your time and organize everything that's going on. And soon your college experience will be even better than before!! 

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Ms Boss

I am so thankful for the passion and ambition that God placed in my heart to start my own business. I always knew that I wanted to be an entrepreneur and be my own boss, but for a very long time I didn't know what I wanted to specialized in. I am young and inexperienced, so for right now my next moves are to be up under business owners who have the skillset that I wish to obtain and learn from.

Since a child, I always had a passion for fashion and beauty. I was always a "girly girl" and my friends of elementary and middle school would describe me as prissy and classy (LOL). That is so cute now that I look back on my younger years because I am a young lady who handles her business with class and grace. Thanks to my wonderful and beautiful mother that instilled the essential importance of being a Godly woman in me, I love you mommy!   

My passion for makeup began when I was in the 8th grade. Every morning for school I would curl my hair so nice and put on eye shadow (depending on what color my shirt was...my eyelids were too). Listen, NOBODY couldn't tell me nothing! Okay!! I walked the halls of my middle school as if I was Naomi Campbell on the runways of Paris. As of today, I am an aspiring makeup artist. I am also a Motives makeup consultant (So Fun!)

My passion for hair recently developed a year ago. Beings though I am a freshmen in college, there are a lot of girls that need and want their hair done but don't have the means to obtain it due to location and being away from home. One day a young lady who lives in my dorm asked me to tighten her tracks and I kindly said yes to the favor but then she followed up with the question of "how much of charge?" As soon as I heard her say that I was all smiles (think I even started blushing LOL). I didn't wanted to hurt her pockets and tell her 500$, because that was the price of this bag I wanted so I went easy on her and charged her 10$. After the encounter, she was pleased with my tightening skills and she began to refer every one she knew to me. From that point on I started to develop my skills that I never knew I had. I watch tutorials on hair and makeup everyday, I put aside a few dollars to contribute to my hair and makeup business and I practice all the time on my human hair head doll that I have in my dorm room that I named "Shelly" ( Eve from the show Eve LOL). I love doing my friends hair when they ask me. It's just the best feeling in the world to do someone's hair and then see the glow on their face when they see my beautiful work done. I LIVE for that moment. Some people may not understand the business of hair or makeup but I do. I live to make other people happy. And personally I have what it takes to achieve my goals and fulfill my dreams. The hair and makeup industry is so big and competitive.... what's so special about you that sets yourself apart from every other hair stylist and/or makeup artist of today, Think about it?