Part 1

I was horny as fuck this one night I was drinking with my cousins at a family function we put together late around 10pm.

I could not stop thinking about my homie Marr and the way he penetrate my juicy pussy with his thick long shaft.. My panties was getting wetter and wetter just thinking about all of his nine inches inside of me. 

So I texted the motherfucker and told him how horny I was and he told for my pretty ass to be ready in ten minutes. 

I was so happy, getting ready for him in the mirror.."yeah daddy, I know you miss this pussy!" Poking my fat ass butt out.

I was looking good and feeling better with those couple shots of E&J in my system. When he texted me that he was outside..girl! It felt like the butterflies in my stomach came alive and was going to burst right out of me!

Thinking Out Loud..

I really miss him but I know that I have to keep my distance in order for me to get him out of my system 100%.. I honestly don't want to. I just wish that he comes back around and make everything better but a strong part of me believes that's just my fantasy. I want to call and text him all the time but I rather save myself the disappointment because he don't answer or reply. Why can't he just be a man and see that I'm everything he fuckin need. This shit is irritating.. 

Be Stingy w/ The Kitty

As a woman I have grown to be stingy with my time & the kitty. I feel that everyone is NOT deserving of having me or my precious time. I choose who gets it and who don't and trust, it's not that many that do! In my opinion, once a woman get the mindset that she IS royalty.. rare.. and just THAT BITCH.. She will no longer be available to just anybody and will have less to none situations with a guy that's basically a bum. Normally I practice abstinence because I know that God has someone that he is preparing just for me.. So until then, I will not play myself and waste my time with anything or anybody.

                                       - Love Leah 

Body Image & Self Acceptance

When I was a little younger I always struggled with body image and the way I thought I should look. It took me a long time to embrace and love everything about my body with the help of my mom & the love of God. Having a little butt, big boobs, and a lil baby gut..Ohhh nooo I could not take it OK!😩 but I overcame my imperfections by letting go of what other girls looked like and my "idea" of how a woman should be shaped & fully accept every inch of me was the best love I ever felt💕 For me, it's not about the makeup or designers that I wear... It's all about my confidence and I wear that pretty well if you ask me😏